Thank you Julie! / Rosemary Sis Of Alvin Cremeans
Julie,
I just wanted to stop by and say thank you from the bottom of my heart for all that you do for Jr. and all the smiles you put on my face each time I open up a tribute and find something very special from you. I am just not myself anymore and it just seems to only get worse with each passing day. They say it gets easier with time but I personally haven't found that to be true at all. I grow to love my dear brother more and more everyday and for each day it's supose to get a little easier, it just doesn't seem easier with the new love that grows. I miss him more than anyone knows but God. They say memories help ease the pain, for so many reasons, I find very little comfort in memories, they only contribute to the pain more. I have become a hermit in my own home and find no joy in doing the things I used to and have no desire to find new things to amuse me. I feel like I am just in stuck in time, and I can't move forward. The meds helped for a while but now it seems like all I do is cry again. As you know my life has never been anywhere near normal, so much disappointments and heartaches that it makes me only expect the worst all the time. Dreams have died and faith is only in the hands of God. I don't know what I would do if it weren't for friends like you who come along and do such nice things to put a smile in our hearts even for just a little while. I have always valued you and our friendship. I miss talking to you but I know you are so busy helping others to smile too. And I know that they appreciate you just as much as I do. You are a blessing to many. God has blessed you with a talent that many people only dream of so don't ever allow anyone to discourage you and use the talent He has blessed you with to continue to put smiles in the hearts of the wounded. I love you and I appreciate you more than I can express with words. I have my little angel set you gave me in my curio where I can see them every day and they encourage me just knowing someone loved me enough to want to give me something so very special. Thank you Julie for being you and for the caring, compassionate heart you have. It is a gift from God but the willingness to use the gift is what matters. And you definitely do that. God bless you my earth angel with all that your heart desires. Take care Julie, you are such an inspiration to many including myself.
All my love always,
Rosemary
xoxo
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